second star to the right and straight on till morning...

Sat, 29 Nov 2008 00:34:39 GMT

Heading back to sac. Work tomorrow, yay!

Sun, 23 Nov 2008 22:57:57 GMT

hmm... so im trying ping.fm to see how well it works. supposedly it'll take all social networks and combine them.

"you're 4 minutes older then me!" "well maybe in 4 minutes you'll understand"

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 19:55:52 GMT

ok.. well after things happening the way they did last night... i figure it'd be a good idea to take an attempt at a dusk to dusk fast. i just feel it something i need to do since 've been to busy to even attempt something like that in .. well this year i believe. things have just been sort of odd here and at church as of late.. and i just wonder what my next move should be, or if i should even make one. we'll see what happens. i was hoenstly just thrown into a pissy mood last night, i dont really know what caused it.. and well people calling me while i was at church telling me they're waiting for me at my house sucked. i mean i just wanted to leave and go home, not go out to eat with people... i just didnt feel like hanging out. i just feel like alot of people are against me and its weird. i talked to a few people about it, and well its mixed. i'm just going to hope i'm wrong. cause being right all the time sucks.

if all goes according to play i'm going to home and visit next week for a couple of days and we'll see if vanessa can go. i'll need to make arrangements in that area. i'll have to talk to tim and figure out how to do it... i do know i miss home. so it'll be nice.

well i have laundry and cleaning to do... so i'm off. have fun kids.

Sat, 08 Jul 2006 08:54:51 GMT

you know... i just got home from seeing pirates... i'm not sure if it was worth it to tell you the truth. it was really drawn out... really drawn out. umm thats really about it. i'd be asleep right now, but i have this huge headache. tomorrow is a long day that i dont look forward to. oh.. and i talked to derek today... i miss that guy.. caught up on stuff. one of the people i miss and i wish i lived closer to... hm. well i'm off.

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 07:27:22 GMT

what on eath have you been up to? apparenlty that is what people want to know. well... i havent been up to much.. just work and umm.. i think tonight is the first night i have had in forever where i dont have to do anything. i've been going nonstop since 2 weeks ago. every night i've been doing something either work or church related.. or vanessa related... or casey related. tonight is an example of that.

i went to http://www.mentosandcoketrick.com/ and was inspired... 3 days ago. you wouldnt believe how hard it was to track down mentos in a roll form and not in a box. tonight though... i found em.. good ol target. we called casey.. and went to a park. there we saw it... in all its glory, a big slab of concrete in the middle of a park. it is now known as ground zero. it was fun... but apparently only really works well with coke.. but it was a lesson we learned.. and next time.. its all coke.

so thats my evening. ness went to go hang out with a friend having guy problems.. so i came home, made dinner.. played video games and now i'm writing this for jess.. why? because i love her and miss her and shes the one who cares :) i'll once again do my famous final words by saying "i'll write here more often."

Fri, 26 May 2006 09:28:33 GMT

you know.. i'm not sure what i think about the new xmen movie.. i'm kinda dissapointed..

Wed, 03 May 2006 11:24:23 GMT

blaaaaaaaaah

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 09:25:39 GMT

ok... so tonight instead of church i got to go to a stupid dumb training thing for work. needless to say that was umm.. not fun at all. apparently i was supposed to go in uniform, yeah... i didn't do that either. anyways, so... i've noticed this a few times, well the few times i've driven back from citrus heights... i for some reason just think of kari... i guess cause the first time i went to the best buy there.. and when we went to old navy... for some reason that just sticks out in my mind, i know when adam and i went driving around, and when kevin kidnapped me and made me go where ever it was with him... yeah. i dont know. i guess i stink. its annoying. sometimes... i find it odd that these things bug me.. let alone get in my head. i hate it sometimes, i wish i didn't think about that stuff... but yeah... so i got back here.. and layed down. vanessa came over for a bit, we watched venture brothers :) but yeah.. i have tuesday and thursday off.. so hopefully i can get some stuff done around here.. like my room cleaned and my clothes actually put away.. that'd be a bit nice. we'll see. well... i'm gonna try to get me some sleep. you kids have a good time.

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 09:05:08 GMT

ok.. so... umm where to begin... last night i met vanessas dad last night. wow. really.. at first he was cool.. but then i got this weird feeling and he came off like a complete dick. too much really to go into other then i just got this whole he's being fake vibe and vanessa asked me about it after we got back here she asked me if i was myself.. and i explained i was... i was just my nervous self. needless to say i didn't do too well. i dont know.. i'm sure i'll talk about that later on.

tonight we had her birthday party... yeah. that was fun.. i sat and talked with kt.. and then vanessa was being pissy because i wasnt talking to her friends? i dont know.. it was a confusing night and i was left confused. i wonder whats going on with her.. and yeah.. i'm tired. i'll finish this tomorrow.

days off...

Thu, 06 Apr 2006 06:49:42 GMT

ok so i've decided my days off suck. why? because i woke up today at 6... pm. why? because i was in bed with a migraine.. i didn't get out of bed till almost 10... vanessa came over and kept me company.. even got me some drugs... i dont think they helped... but whatever :) so i feel a bit better. umm... i bought some milk so i can have my peanut butter and jelly now.. umm and a hot pocket... yay! well i got nothing done all day.. no laundry.. no cleaning the room.. i'm not too stoked. i really hate my day off luck. i'd say almost half of my days off are spent in bed because of being sick or a migraine. ugh.. well i'm going to try and do some laundry... and hopefully i'll sleep tonight. :)

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 09:18:44 GMT

wow... ok so i'm not the smartest person ever. yesterday in an effort to update my photoshop... i jacked it. how ? the file was laden with spyware.. so it upgraded it.. but it also infested my computer with spyware... ugh. i spent most of the evening trying to remove the spyware.. and it didnt work. so spent the rest of the nigh reinstalling windows AGIAN. i'm just not installing anything anymore. i spent my day off today not doing what i had planned.. i bombed on the whole costco thing.. and shopping for vanessas bday. no fun there... hopefully after work tomorrow. we'll see... i have to go to some dance recital. man.. my days are just really long.. its annoying. well... i'm off to bed. have a nice day of whatever.

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 08:04:37 GMT

ok.. well.. here i am. i'm posting about once a week at my current rate. cool huh? not really... and i say this all the time.. i'm going to write more. but i havent. i'm trying.. trust me. anyways.. umm.. yeah things have been very normal for me. works just kinda hectic. but if everyone quits like they say they will.. it'll be cool.cause then maybe i'll get promoted. we'll see.. i havent really done much other then that lately. umm.. yeah. i havent really had much to think about as far as like deep thoughts or anything. well, i take that back. i do when i'm laying in bed at night but i dont feel like turning the computer back on because usually its worthless.\

umm... yeah. :) i dont have much else to say, i think i'm just wiped from work then church then jesse's party. vanessa didn't go like she said she wanted to... apparently things came up. but.. yeah... so she complains she hasnt met my friends yet... i tried. sometimes i wonder how much longer this will last. but we'll see...

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 10:19:30 GMT

also.. i just got back from watching v for vendetta... i liked it. i think i'm going to go buy the comic book now.

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 10:18:54 GMT

everyone in "nor-cal" needs to get slapped. all of you. why? i'll explain later.

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 10:49:47 GMT

ok.. well i'm tired.. and i cant sleep...well i can.. but i was playing some video games so i'm slowly tired now. work was fun.. i got yelled at for awhile by some old lady who broke her laptop screen... and then adam got yelled at after me. it was good times and fun was had by all.

last night was church.. played again.. the day seemed kinda long.. but then again when you work and then go directly to church anyones day would seem long. wow.. i really dont have much to say do i? oh.. the wedding.. sooo. i get to be a groomsmen in adam and amys wedding , cool huh? i'm stoked. i got this nice speech from adams mom about how they're glad i'm one of adams friends... it was funny. oh.. and then amys mom and i talked. apparently amy speaks very highly of me and shes glad i'm in the wedding too... i guess i'm well liked .. weird. umm i think thats all thats new. i really need to write in this more... agh. i feel like a slacker. oh.. hung out with vanessa for awhile tonight. we're in the process of watching the second season of the office, which she now loves... but then again who doesn't? well i mean only sucky people dont like it.

Sat, 11 Mar 2006 10:43:55 GMT

ok.. well... i'm up and i cant sleep. i enjoyed my day off today.. umm thats about it. i played video games most of the morning.. umm.. hung out with vanessa this evening, i cooked some dinner and we just hung out tonight.. it was nice. ummm oh.. yeah since she has a dance competition all day.. and well i have the engagement party to go to tomorrow night.. good times there. so apparently i'm going to be in a wedding? interesting no? no one tells me till just randomly like i was supposed to know.. its funny. anyways.. umm.. day off tomorrow so i'm gonna go run by work to go get the schedule for next week, i guess it would be nice to know whats going on like at least the day before. gotta love work being stupid about that.. umm. yeah.. i think when i feel like actually writing i'll have something not bitchy or whiny to say.. or maybe i might.. hmm. and heres where i start to ramble.. so i'm going now.

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 07:51:24 GMT

ok.. i'm alive.. but yeah.. i guess i just havent really felt like writing much lately... i come home from work.. either hang out with vanessa and go to bed... or come home and eat.. then go to bed... or hang out with vanessa and fall asleep. hmm.. yeah... well i'll post more later on.. and about the wedding i get to be in... ?

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 09:14:04 GMT

ok.. so its raining alot.. vanessa and i were walking out from bjs and it was pouring... we ended up running to the car.. i ran with my eyes closed. we got out of the car at her house... soaking wet.. my pants were wet.. my hair was dripping.. and yeah.. it was bad.. i havent been in rain like that in years. anyways... works been kinda umm.. non stop for me lately... i dont do much outside of that.. so i'm thinking about volunteering some time at church during the week with the high school and jr high group. that should be cool... and keep me out of trouble :) idle minds my friends... anyways.. so other then that.. nothing really new.. i know i need to really write in this.. but honestly.. its like.. "hey i have nothing to write about other then i went to work today" but i can say this.. i had dinner with adam, amy, nate, silva and vanessa... the quote for the night is the following "hey were you there when that guy with the trucker hat that said 'hump em and dump em' came in, and then he kept complaining about copenhagen tasting like shit and how its worse then heroin and then he said something about how it sucks right now and he wished he was in tahoe with a bitch under each arm sippin a margarita?" "no mike, i wasnt." "well you should have, that guy was weird."

goodnight.

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 09:04:12 GMT

sometimes... i just dont get things... i guess i'm just simple and i trust too easy... that is my gift and curse apparently. now i have a headache... one that just hurts if i even touch my head. ow.

fire alarm what?

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 07:58:05 GMT

boy do i have a story...

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 07:36:39 GMT

yeah.. im not writing tonight.. im tired and frustrated... 8 hours at church.. [adult swim]... me go sleepy. seacrest out.

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 18:20:24 GMT

ok.. so before i start on my rant let me say this: stawberry delight frosted mini wheats are a delight in my mouth. seriously... thats made me in a better mood... now why was i in a bad mood?

i woke up this morning.. groggy... tired... yeah... so i get up.. pack my stuff for the day and head out. i get to work..walk in.. talk for a bit to bender, then i go to clock in... yeah.. it wont let me clock in..why? they changed the damn schedule again. so... i was up.. for no reason.. at work for no reason... yeah... so... i'm kinda pissed... anyways.. so i have the day off. yay. not really.. but my day is easier now.

last night i went to my friend abbys house for some party thing.. which was interesting to say the least. it was bad though... i had fun :) although.. i did get lost on my way home.. that was fun... but yeah.. so now.. i'm here. fun huh?

well.. i'm gonna go lay down.. i have a rant for later on i'll do before church or after.. we'll see.

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 02:06:31 GMT

wow... well today was my nice long day. it was good times as always. i will say the one thing i like about where i'm at in work is my days go by really fast. umm.. yeah nothing too exciting there other then the usual people yelling for some reason. umm and of course the dumb things like "why isnt my internet working and my allerigies stink today." "well sir, your network card isnt plugged in.. see... its fallen inside the computer... and well as for your allergies... if you blew all the dust out of your computer you'd get those dust bunnies... and dust bears.. and dust monsters out and yeah.. you wouldnt be sneezing and coughing so much." if only every problem was as easy as saying this isnt plugged in.. or you didnt have this setting on... umm oh.. we got to order uniforms today.. good times there.. i get to be a dweeb soon. cant wait. umm supposedly vanessa and i are doing something tonight.. we'll see... umm yeah.. so i'm out. i keep forgetting to write lately just because of work and what not... have a good night kids.

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 06:51:35 GMT

ok so this was an intersting day.. first off.. i wake up to find ants all over the bathroom. now that was annoying as all hell.. once again.. i mean come on. seriously... its annoying. i killed em all.. theres was a ton of em there.. then i went back to bed. i woke up later on... i felt a bit better. andy comes up to tell me some dude from fed ex called.. i was confused cause they dont have the house number.. so i call it... cant from the house phone because apparently its "long distance." so i just decide to wait for my package to come in. a few hours later ryan yells for me to get downstairs because fed ex is here... i walk down stairs.. still in my pjs.. go out side... the guys a complete dick. why? because i filled a complaint about him or something? i dont know. anyways.. so he was a complete jerk telling me that he delivered it here a few weeks ago and some people were here... and yeah.. i told him that i never got it and i asked all my roommates about it and no one got it... and i said maybe someone stole it.. i didnt know. all i did was ask fed ex if it went to the wrong address and yeah,... so anyways.. he goes on to tell me that he personally has to pay for it and its a mark against him.. i told him i didnt ask them to send another one.. they offered to and its not like it was intentional. he was a complete jerk about it. he told me if i ever find the package to let him know.. i told him i wouild and i grabbed the box and walked off. he ruined my day. umm... yeah. about 2ish vanessa came over.. to which i was shocked because she wasnt suppossed to come over till sometime after 3 and i was going to call her.. plus i had to clean the bathroom full of the ants... but yeah.. so she told me to hurry up because she wanted to take me someplace. so i hurried up.. she wouldnt tell me where we were going. we ended up at the lake.. she wanted to show me her "secret place." so we walked.. and yeah... got to the place.. sat and talked.. it was good times.. on the way back though... i was a complete girl about it... i couldnt make it back.. i was sooo tired. i didnt even walk far.. but the fact that i've been sick and still wasnt fully healed.. its bad. so i was really dead once we got back to the car. so yeah... umm after that.. came back here.. hung out for a bit.. vanessa left.. and people were here hanging out.. so i hung out with them for a bit.. and yeah.. now i'm here. fun no? thats my complete day. umm i must say though.. i totally love friday night fix.. thats like the coolest thing ever to me. i've never done it till tonight. way cool. and with all that said.. i'm going to try and sleep. :) i have a long day of work tomorrow.. then i gotta meet vanessa's family.. yikes... i'm off :)

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 07:10:13 GMT

ok.. so i'm feeling a bit better... but i didnt get to go see mae tonight... yeah... well i get to see vanessa tomorrow, that'll be cool.. and i have some cleaning to do. lets hope things go good tomorrow. . :) umm yeah... i need to go make something to eat since i actually think i can keep stuff down.